Every year I think I 'm gonna handle the anniversary 'better'. I tell myself "This is the year. You'll be your 'old self' and 'deal with it' and 'move on' and 'live for today' " and any other 'quotable cliche' I can think of.
I'm even in counseling this year (which honestly? feels kinda like I'm a failure) and I'm so low and slow right now I can hardly move. He advised me to write about the anticipation of what begins tomorrow.
So I am. Did.
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